６月１２日/６月はジューン・ブライド、２回も結婚式にお呼ばれ致しました。２回とも、安定しない空模様で雨が降りました。私の時は親戚と、お世話になった方々、友人と食事会に致しましたので晴れがましい披露宴はしていません。ただ、明治神宮で挙式だけ致しました。当時、安かったからという理由です。自分の話はさておいて、若い人が集まるだけでも華やかで、楽しい気分になります。若い頃の記憶は定かではありません。もっと言えば記憶自体（歴史的な記録も恣意的なもの）は作り上げる事は可能です。この記憶や記録を分かち合い、楽しむことが出来るのは性質が大凡同じ種類の人間かも知れません。親子でも、記憶は異なっています。写真ですら、記録として不適切なときはあります。記憶は身勝手に自分の脳の中で熟成されて行きますから、自分で楽しめば良いのではないかと思う次第。どんな偉い人でも、ある種の年齢になると話を自分の都合で変えます。これも至極当然な事です。この大震災の話も時の首相と、私とでは随分違うのではないかと思います。震災の被害者も、被害を受けなかった人も、若い人は夢を持って次の時代を作って行くことが可能な時代であって欲しいと思います。長い時間を掛けて歴史的な視点で見て欲しいと、どこかの首相がおっしゃったそうですが、嘗て一人だけ第二次世界大戦中の総理として、同じ事を語った方がいらっしゃるそうです。今回の発言が正解であったと思いたいですが、生きていないでしょうね。きっと…….。実は斯く申す私も失敗しました。先日、予備校の恩師にお会いしたときの事です。確かに、先生の作品をN.Y.C.に滞在していた頃にMOMAで見掛けたと記憶しており、その情景さえ浮かぶのです。その話を、誇らしく思いましたと申し上げましたらば、先生曰く「アッ、ピカソ展の頃か、あの頃はちょっとMOMAと揉めていて展示してなかったかも知れない。」確かに記憶しているのですが、私の脳が勝手にイメージを作り上げたのだと思います。決して嘘をついたつもりはないのですが。記憶の曖昧さを思い知らされました。
June 12 /June bride, we were invited to a wedding ceremony the twice in June. It rained with the looks of the sky that were not stable each time. My wedding ceremony with a relative Because it did it for a dinner party with people and the friend who were taken care of We did not do the formal banquet. It did just a wedding simply in Meiji Shrine. It is the reason why the wedding of Meiji Shrine was cheap in those days. It puts our story aside and it is brilliant and feels happy only by young people gathering. As for me, the memory of the youth is not sure. It can build up memory in itself (the thing that the historic record is arbitrary) if I say more.It shares this memory and record, and it may be a human being of the almost same kind a property that it can enjoy it.Even if it is parent and child, the memory is different.When even a photograph is inappropriate for a record, there is it.Because it is matured in your brain as for the memory by self-centeredness, I think that you may enjoy it by yourself.No matter how when even the great person becomes the some age, they change a story on account of themselves.This is a quite natural thing.I think the story of this great earthquake disaster to have possibilities to be very different from the current prime minister with me.I think that it is the times when a young person can make the next times with a dream, even though the victim of the earthquake disaster, and the person who was not damaged,Some prime minister seems to have said, “It wants my measure to look in a historic viewpoint even if it enters long time.”There seems to be the person whom only one told the same thing to as the Prime Minister during World War II once.I want to think that this remark was a correct answer, but will not live.It is surely … …In fact, I who said it like this failed.It is time meeting the teacher of the cramming school the other day.When I stayed in N.Y.C., I memorize it when I surely saw the work of the teacher in MOMA, even the scene comes into me.When I tell a teacher about the story that “I felt so proud.””Relations with MOMA became complexed and the time of the Picasso exhibition or those days, may not have really exhibited” it so that a teacher said.I surely memorize it like that, but think that my brain built up an image without permission.I intend to have never told a lie.I was made realize vagueness of the memory.
’11/12/June/記憶は身勝手/The memory must be self-centeredness
