１０月１４日/勤め先の担当授業運営がやっと軌道に乗って来ました。下記掲載写真のような奇麗な布が毎日毎日、若い人の努力と技術の修練で完成していきます。凄いです。こういう風景が、またここに来ても良いかなと思わせます。この繰り返しが、私から本来の人生設計を奪っていることも事実です。商いと申しますが、飽きないことが肝要です。この風景が飽きさせないのでしょう。今年は、少し締め切りが延びそうですが、何かしら掴み取ってくれれば何よりです。もうひとつ申し上げるとすれば、このような素晴らしいデザインが具体化するには若い人をサポートするシステムが上手く機能していることです。それらのサポートを担っている人々への感謝を忘れないで頂きたいと思う次第です。初めて制作する習作が上手くいくということはあり得ない話なのです。それを支える、老練な熟練工がいることを当たり前と思わないで欲しいのです。これ以上話すと、老人病になりますのでここで止めます。ベテランも新人から学ぶことは多いのです。お互い様でしょうか。
October 14 /At last the charge class administration of the workplace got on track.Such a beautiful cloth is completed by the effort of a young person and technical training like the following upload photograph day after day.It is splendid.It makes me think whether such a scenery may come here again.It is a fact that this repetition takes an original life design from me.It claims to be business(Japanese pronunciation “akinai”), but it is vital not to get tired(same Japanese pronunciation “akinai”) .This scenery will not let me get tired.Some deadline seems to be prolonged this year, if for some reason students catch it, and students take it, it is best.If I express it one more, so that such a splendid design is realized that a system supporting a young person functions well.I think that the student do not forget the thanks to people carrying those supports.It is an impossible story that a study to produce for the first time is made good.A student do not think that there is an experienced skilled worker supporting it to be a commonplace.I stop it here when I talks more than this because I suffer from a problem caused by aging leadership.It is often that the veteran learns from a new face.Will it be both?
昨日、偉い先生の送迎を致しました。体調が優れない中を、講義においで頂きました。ついつい師匠が亡くなる前に、資生堂主催の黒木塾で講演した時のことを思い出しました。ビデオに残しており、良く学生に見せたものです。命を賭してという言葉がありますが、将に命がけの講義だったと思います。その際、師匠は「あなた方若い人達と、こうしてるとこのまま病気が治ってしまう様な気がする」とおっしゃいました。なにか、そんな気にさせるのではないでしょうか。今回のA先生の最終講義も、当初の予定時間を過ぎても続きました。その後、ドジな話ですが浅草にお送りする際に高速道路が不案内で、時間内に着いたのですが冷や汗ものでした。アトリエにお伺いする約束をして、帰路に就きました。何時行っても、アサクサはドサクサのうちに何となく目的地に着いて帰宅出来ます。魔の街、浅草恐るべし。
I took the great teacher of the old friend to and from yesterday.In the inside where physical condition was poor, a lecture came.I remembered the time when my teacher gave a lecture in Kuroki private supplementary school of the Shiseido sponsorship before he died just carelessly.It left the lecture to a video and showed a student well.There are words that it risk life, but thinks that it was right a life-threatening lecture.I think the work of the person who can do a life-threatening lecture to be the life itself of the person.My teacher said “I feel like seeming to recover from a disease as it is when I did it this way with people that you were young” on this occasion.I wonder if something does not let you make them such a mind.Even if it was past original planned time, the last lecture of Mr.Junichi Arai continued.It was a bumbling story, but I was unfamiliar with the highway and we arrived before time, but had a cold sweat when I carried them to Asakusa afterwards.I promised to ask the atelier and left for home.Even if I always go, “asakusa” reaches the destination in confusion( In Jpanese ward “dosakusa”) somehow and can come home.Askusa is sound like dosakusa,it is so similar pronounce.It is just a game of rhyming.Unlucky town, Asakusa is terrible just for me.
本日は夕方から、キャンパス内で久しぶりに若い人達とテーブルを囲んで楽しいひとときを過ごしました。屈託のない若者は、良薬ではありますが口に苦くありません。なんとも、美味しいひとときではありました。４年生になると皆大人な顔つきです。最後にキャンパスの芝に大の字になり写真を撮りましたが、童心に帰って、学生達にとっては、これから緊張を迫られる時期を迎える直前の貴重なひとときでありました。大学院の部屋を院部屋と呼びますが、その院部屋でベルグソンの物質と記憶の話やプルーストの失われた時を求めてといったハイレベルな話がなされていることに驚きました。文学部や芸術学科ではなくテキスタイルデザインの院部屋です。さすがにここまで進学してくる学生達は、勉強家です。私などは、仮に本を読んでもそれを制作に活かすことは難しく、現在担当している大学院の授業は毎回冷や汗ものなのです。こちらは経験で対抗せざるを得ないのですが、長期の体験に基づいた体感の様な感覚は共感覚に繋がるものがあります。客観は他者個々人の主観の集合体であり、客観的とは個人の主観の産物であるとしたら、己の主観を磨くしかないのです。毎日の努力だと思います。いやでも描く、疲れても描く、継続して描く、兎に角描く、これですかね。今夕、新しい事務所の改装図面が届きました。工期は今月末です。何処まで出来ますか、やれるだけやってみます。
From the evening,I spent a happy time around a table with young people after a long absence today in a campus.The carefree youth is a good medicine, but is not bitter in the tongue.It was time when it was very delicious.Everybody is the look that is an adult when it becomes a fourth grader.All of us came back in a child’s mind and we sprawled on the turf of the campus last and took a photograph.For the students, it was a valuable time to receive the time pressed for tension just before that from now on.It calls the room of the graduate school a “Inbeya”, in the Inbeya, graduate students discuss about a story of “a material and the memory” of Bergson, therefore I was surprised that the talk that was the high level “where it pursued lost time” of Proust was accomplished.It is the Inbeya of the textile design not a department of literature and an art science department.As is expected, students entering a school of higher grade to here are hard workers.It is difficult to make use of it in production even if I temporarily read a book, and in charge of the class of a graduate school is an every time I keep cold sweat now.I cannot but be opposed to them who are young by experience, but, as for the sense that seems to be bodily sensation based on a long-term experience, there is a thing connected in synesthesia.If the objectivity is subjective aggregate of another person individual, and it is a personal subjective product to be objective, it cannot but polish one’s subjectivity.I think that it is an everyday effort.It draws it forcedly, it draws it even if you tired, it continues and draws it, anyway, it draws it,this is it?In tonight, the remodeling drawing of a new office arrived.It is the end of this month for the term of works.It does not understand how much there is, but I do can do it.
’10 14 October
