１０月７日/好きに生きようと思います。好きな事だけやって、行きたいと思います。１７歳で知り合った一学年下の美術部の後輩が亡くなりました。大学も一緒で何故か同級生でした。予備校も同じで、彼は全国模擬試験の国語で全国一位になったこともあります。デザイナーにしておくのは勿体ないと思っていたらば、編集者から出発して最後はF１の取材記者としてフリーで活躍していました。著書もあり、車関係だけでなく句集、陶磁器の本、そして車関係の本でした。冥福を祈りたいと思います。人間の命の儚さは、申すまでもありません。しかし、身近な者が亡くなるのはかなり落ち込むと思いましたが、現在のところは仕事に専念しています。センチになり、仕事に影響が出るのが怖いからでしょうか。何れ、ホッとした時にドッと来るかも知れません。彼の偉いのは、好きな事をしながらちゃんと娘、息子を育て上げた事です。奥さんも偉いのです。人生様々な出会いがあります。これだけ続いたには、きっと彼の努力と忍耐があったと思います。長く続いた関係というのは、お互い良い関係だったのだと思います。亡くなって知らされましたが、それくらい急な事だったようです。それで冒頭の発言となる訳です。私は無宗教ですが、合掌。
October 7 /I intend to live to like it.I do only a favorite thing and want to live.The younger student of the fine art club under one grade where I got to know at 17 years old died.A university was the same university, too, and it was a classmate for some reason.The cramming school is the same, and there can be the thing that he became the first place whole country by a national trial run for an examination in the department of national language.When I thought that it was a shame that it made him a designer, he started the editor and he was free as a reporter of the F1 in the last and became popular.He was famous as an author of the books, and it was a collection of haiku, the book of ceramics and a car-related book as well as car relations.I want to pray its soul may rest in peace.It does not need to say the vanity of the human life.However, I thought that I am considerably depressed that an imminent person dies, but I devote myself to work for the present.I become sentimental, and will the reason be because it is scary that influence is reflected on my work?When it was relieved sometime soon, it may come with a rush.His being splendid that he is to have brought up a daughter, a son properly while he does favorite work.His wife is great, too.There are life various encounters.I think that surely there were his effort and patience so that our friendly relationship continued like this.It is good to have continued for a long time each other; think that it-affiliated.It was informed of it after he died, but it seems to have been a thing sudden as much as that.Thus it is reason to become my opening remark.I am irreligion, but join my hands to pray.
’10 7 October
