１２月１１日/本日もオープンカーで頑張りました。富士山は少し曇っていました。少し熱が出ているかも知れません。もう少し、防寒対策を考えなくてはと考えています。もう少し寒くなったら、冬のコートを着込んでみますか。下半身が冷えずに済みますね。昨日は近くのギャラリーで開催のグループ展に搬入をしました。ご存知の方は、是非お出掛け下さい。上記写真は勤め先の学生が使用している椅子と机のシミです。奇麗ですね。最近、勤め先の都合で様々な学生が使用するようになった教室の汚れのようなものです。このような無作為な美というものは、偶然の芸術とでも呼びたいような世界です。無作為なのに、意志を感じるわけです。表現ではないシミや汚れにも、世界はあるものだと思ってしまいます。ところで、今年中にやってしまわなければならないことが山積みです。明日の朝早く起きて、いよいよ今年の垢を落としていきたいと思います。小室等の歌に、「人間だけが息つく暇なく、動き回り、忙しさと引き換えに大切なものをポトポトと落としていきます。」という歌詞のものがあります。この前段は「師も走るなどと言って、」です。しかし、師走の忙しさは何も大切なものを落とすだけでなく、なにか人間的なリセットの準備を感じます。正月が新しい歳で、開けましておめでとうと声を掛け合い、さも自分がまっさらになったような気で新しい１年を生きようと垢を落とすのであります。「門松は冥途の旅の一里塚めでたくもありめでたくもなし」といわれると、これまでの１年の垢は落とした方がその後が楽なような気がします。身奇麗が一番、執着も程々にでしょうか。上記写真のようなシミ垢は如何致しましょうか。少なくとも執着は無いでしょうね、彼等は。
December 11 /I took a convertible today and tried to do my best.The direction of Mt. Fuji was clouded slightly.I may run a fever a little.I should think about an anti-protection against the cold measure a little more.I suppose to wear a coat of the winter if it becomes a little colder.A lower part of the body does not get cold.It was the import of the group exhibition to run in a gallery nearby yesterday.The knowing person please go out by all means.The photograph mentioned above is the stain of the chair and the desk which the students of the workplace use.It is beautiful.It is a thing such as the dirt of the classroom which various students came to use because of reasons for a workplace recently.The thing of such unintentional beauty is the world that it wants to call even accidental art.Though it is unintentional, it feels will.I think that there is the world for a stain and the dirt which are not expression.By the way, I have a lot of things what I must settle by the end of this year.I will be up early on the morning of tomorrow and want to finally drop the dirt of this year.In a song of Hitoshi Komuro,There is the text written “Only a human being moves without a breathing and drops an important thing scatteredly in exchange for business”.This preceding paragraph is written “Says that the teacher runs,” However, not only it drops the thing that the business of the December is important for anything, I feel preparations for some human reset.When New Year holidays open out at new age, and congratulations, it calls out to each other, it drops dirt to live in new one year for the mind why oneself became evidently brand-new.When it is said to be “New Year’s pine and bamboo decorations are the milestones of the journey to the shades, and it is happy, and is not happy” ,I think that dropped dirt of conventional one year feels like being comfortable afterwards.As for it is the first important thing to keep neat, and deeply attaching moderately.How would you like your stain dirt such as the photograph mentioned above?They will not have the deep attachment at least.
’10 11 December
