３月５日/なかなか進まぬ原稿の校正が、少しずつ動き始めた。兎に角、これが終わればやりたいことに専念出来る。人間の体は複雑で、一つの臓器が不全を起こしても別の臓器がその役目を果たすことがあるらしい。そういう意味で、確かに自分の身体は一つなのだが生物として多数の細胞がこの自分を支えていると思うと不思議である。この仕事に専念していても、それ以外の思いを描く細胞がある。生物多様性というのは種の分化の歴史だと思うが、その過程の中で様々な機能を獲得して来たことになる。現在のところ、この人間の意志の決定は理性と本能とどちらが決定権を持つのだろうか。理性というのも、変な存在だと思うがこれで生き延びて来たと考えると理性が克って欲しいともいえるが、生理的な欲求は理性だけでは済まない。トイレに用足しに行くことを、自然が私を呼んでいるというのはまさにこれだ。ロボットは都合の良い人間代わりなのだが、この動力はN極S極の電気が基本である。動物の動力は、草食が基本で肉食が現れたわけだが、人間はそれに幻想、妄想のいわゆる欲望が加わると強力な意志を持てることになるのだろう。ロボットは人間のコントロール下で有益に働くわけだが、兵士ロボットや医療用ロボットなどその目的は人間の社会を反映していて、その有用性は一様ではない。音楽を奏でるロボットは情操機能があるわけではない。なんのためにロボットに演奏させるのだろう。この本質は姿形を換えた精巧なオルゴールだと思う。複雑ではあるが、ロボット工学では製造は可能なのだろう。決して情操機能は持たないロボットではあるが、人間を連想させる形をしていると哀れに思えて来る。夕陽のなかで、演奏するロボット。何も考えていないのだが、つい何を考えているのだろうと妄想してしまう。この妄想が、なかなか原稿を進ませないのである。煩悩というが、これが大変な人間ではある。肉体と精神の一致を東洋的に捉えると、何かに専念して忘我の境地になるのを三昧と言うらしい。なかなか進まぬ原稿、一度は原稿執筆三昧の境地になって見たかった。ウ〜ン、現在妄想三昧。
March 5 /The proofreading of the notes which did not quite advance has begun to run little by little.Anyway, I can concentrate on wanting to attack if this is over.The human health is complicated, and other organs seem to perform function even if one body part causes imperfection.Our own body is surely one, but is mysterious in this sense when I think that a large number of cells can support ourselves as biology.There is a cell to draw the thought except it with even if I devote myself to this work.I thought the biological diversity to be the history of the differentiation of the kind, but would get various functions in the process.At the moment, as for the determination of this human will, will reason and instinct and which have right of decision for human being?I think the reason to be a strange being. Even if reason wants you to overcome it (because it may be said that our human being survived in the reason.), but the physiological desire is not settled only with the reason. I want to say that if you would like to go to the restroom for an errand, for sure you might say, “nature calls me”. A robot is a convenient human substitute, but, as for this power, the electricity of the N pole S pole is common. As for the power of the animal, eating plant is basic, and after that eating meat appeared, but the human being may have strong will when it increases the desire called the delusion or a sort of fantasy.The robot works under human control fruitfully, but the purpose including a soldier robot and the medical robot reflects human society, and the usefulness is not same.The robot playing music does not have a sentiment function.The people will let a robot play it for what.I think that it is the precise music box which exchanged a figure with essentially.It is complicated, but the production will be possible by the robotics.It is the robot that the sentiment function never has, but it thinks miserably that have a shape that suggested a human being. A robot to play in the light of the evening sun. It may think about nothing, but I have nurse delusions when I image about just what it thinks.This delusion does not readily let my manuscript writing advance.You say worldly desires to a share, but this is a troublesome for human being.I seem to say that you devote yourself to something and become the mental state of the self-oblivion with a state of perfect spiritual concentration when I regard unity of the mind and the body as for the Oriental philosophy. The manuscript which does not readily advance. I would love to became the ground absorbed in manuscript writing.Mmm, I’m just dreaming in a delusion now.
